haha, at first, awkward. Curious ako e. Seeing him so happy interests me. He is better this way. Ako? i just found my goal lately. And this super motivates me. Kanya-kanya lang talaga yan haha.

Revelation?
Kukunin ko ang economic engineering subject ko for the third time.

Negative?
I was proven irresponsible. Nah, napatunayan ko na kahit ang dali ng subject, pag hindi ko interest e ang daling ibagsak.

Positive?
Isa lang bagsak ko.

Hindi ako matalino, o masipag. Pero ginagawa ko best ko. Oo kulang, edi sa next episode dagdagan pa ang effort. Ganito pala ang feeling ng third taker, nakakatawa. Honestly. Iilan lang nakakaranas neto. Ikwekwento ko sa mga apo ko haha.

blackbagpack:

Basically, this is the most influential part of a car for me. What i know is that, it supports the spring underneath. From its label, absorbing the tension the spring receives. Well, i just focused on this item because… it hits me. Not literally. 

I have a friend since high school who is currently upset with her status. And describes me as a shock absorber. Those words stuck in my heads repeatedly whispered by her voice all over. Creepy but yes. Okay, so this leads to the answer of my question “who am i?”. 

But now I am wondering, if energy is not created nor destroyed, how can the shock absorber survives? Ohhh two commas in a sentence. Why am i alright and care less about what is happening on me? Well, let us patch this with acceptance. I could not get anywhere if i question everything, am i? Yeah.

blackbagpack:

Yes. Because you already have that thing, then you worth it. The question just popped because it is too good to be true. When you doubt about good things showering upon you while everybody knows you don’t worth it, it is a blessing. That’s how God works. So whatever you have, cherish it. Because you worth it.

Instead, change your perspective. If loving them as a lover won’t work, then love them as your brother. Understand that everything will not turn out to be what you wanted. Telling someone to stop loving who doesn’t love us is like telling God to stop loving His children because basically, we doesn’t love back the way He wanted. But He is waiting. We should be patient also. We should learn from Him.

lumangpahina:

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